I Was Looking At a Photo of My Late Wife and Me When Something Fell Out of the Frame and Made Me Go Pale
|When I buried Emily, all I thought I had left were our memories and photos. That night, something slipped out from behind our engagement picture. My hands started shaking. What I found made me question if I had truly known my wife.
The funeral home had tied a black ribbon to our front door. I paused, key in hand, wondering why anyone thought it was necessary.
Everyone knew where I had been all day — at the cemetery, watching them lower Emily into the ground as the reverend spoke about angels and peace.
Finally, I unlocked the door. The house smelled off, like leather polish and casseroles. Emily’s sister, Jane, had cleaned while I stayed at the hospital during Emily’s final days. The house sparkled in a way that felt cold and wrong.
“Home sweet home, right, Em?” I called out, forgetting she was gone. The silence hit me hard.
I loosened my tie, the blue one Emily gave me last Christmas, and kicked off my shoes. They thudded against the wall. Emily would have scolded me for that, hiding a smile as she reminded me about scuff marks.
“Sorry, honey,” I mumbled, but left them there.
The bedroom felt worse. Jane had changed the sheets, trying to be kind, but the new smell only highlighted that Emily’s scent was gone. The bed was made too perfectly, erasing the familiar mess of our life together.
“This isn’t real,” I whispered. “It can’t be.”
But it was. The sympathy cards on the dresser and the untouched pills on her nightstand proved it.
Emily’s illness had come on fast. After months of fighting through chemotherapy, we thought she’d beaten the cancer. Then it returned, stronger than before. Emily had fought until the end, but it wasn’t enough.
I fell onto her side of the bed, still in my funeral clothes. The mattress didn’t hold her shape anymore. Had Jane flipped it? The thought made me irrationally angry.
“Fifteen years,” I whispered. “And now what? A ribbon on the door and casseroles in the fridge?”
My eyes landed on our engagement photo. Emily’s laugh was frozen in time, her yellow dress bright under a summer sky. I picked it up, needing to feel closer to her.
“Remember that day, Em? You joked the camera could steal our souls.”
My fingers brushed the back of the frame and caught on something. A bump shouldn’t have been there. Without thinking, I pried it open. A small photo fluttered to the floor.
I froze.
It was an old picture of Emily, much younger, holding a newborn wrapped in a pink blanket. Her face showed exhaustion, fear, and fierce love.
We’d tried to have children for years, but it never worked. So whose baby was this?
My hands shook as I turned the photo over. Emily’s handwriting read: “Mama will always love you.” Below it was a phone number.
“What?” My voice cracked. “Emily, what is this?”
There was only one way to find out.
I dialed the number, my heart pounding. It was almost midnight, but I didn’t care. The phone rang, each tone echoing loudly.
“Hello?” A cautious, warm voice answered.
“I’m sorry for calling so late,” I began, my voice shaking. “My name is James. I… I found a photo of my wife Emily holding a baby, and this number…”
Silence. For a moment, I thought she’d hung up.
“Oh,” she finally said, her voice soft and trembling. “Oh, James. I’ve been waiting for this call for years. Emily… she got in touch long ago. I’m Sarah. I adopted Emily’s daughter, Lily.”
The room spun. I gripped the bed for support. “Daughter?”
“She was nineteen, a freshman in college,” Sarah explained. “She couldn’t give the baby the life she deserved. It broke her heart, but she wanted what was best for her child.”
“We tried so hard for children,” I said, anger rising. “Years of treatments, of disappointment. She never told me she already had a child. Never.”
“She was scared,” Sarah said gently. “Scared you’d judge her, scared you’d leave. She loved you deeply, James. Sometimes love makes us keep impossible secrets.”
Emily’s tears during fertility treatments flashed in my mind. Her tight grip on my hand whenever we passed playgrounds. Was it just longing for a child—or for the one she gave away?
“Tell me about her,” I whispered. “Tell me about Lily.”
Sarah’s voice brightened. “She’s twenty-five now. A kindergarten teacher. She has Emily’s laugh. She’s always known she was adopted, and about Emily. Would you like to meet her?”
“Yes,” I said, my heart racing.
The next morning, I waited nervously in a café. When the doorbell chimed, I looked up and froze.
She had Emily’s eyes and smile. Even the way she tucked her hair behind her ear reminded me of her mother.
“James?” Her voice wavered.
I stood, nearly knocking over my chair. “Lily.”
She rushed into my arms, holding me like she’d waited a lifetime. I clung to her, breathing in the scent of lavender shampoo — just like Emily’s.
We talked for hours. She showed me photos of her life, and I told her stories about Emily.
“Mom sent birthday cards for me every year,” Lily said tearfully. “She called now and then, just to check how I was doing.”
Looking at Lily, I understood Emily’s secret. She had sacrificed knowing her child to give Lily a stable life. It wasn’t shame that kept her quiet; it was love.
“I wish I’d known sooner,” I said, holding Lily’s hand. “But I’ll always be here for you now.”
She smiled. “Could we meet again?”
“I’d like that very much.”
That night, I placed the hidden photo next to our engagement picture.
“You did good, Em,” I whispered, touching her face in the frame. “I’ll do right by her. By both of you.”